| Monday, August 17, 2009 |
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i dont really fancy fan clubs now, they give me fears. ): how to stop thinking who you will be with in future.? especially when you gets older and you have an ideal one in mind. still, reality is so harsh that it brings people down, somehow. & because of the words mentioned just now, the thought of marrying subsided. is not that i dont want to get married but to whom i will be married to? wells, is never easy to play one sided. tougher than it seems, even the strongest ones could be dragged down by this thing called love. haha. another silly night let alone to wonder how life would be in future. with you or without you? whatever it is, i still love B alot. (: despite me saying so much, i still wish or rather want B to be by my side till im old with saggy boobs and ass. & missing rows of teeth. LOL loves. |