yvonne

2010-01-07T22:49:00.003+08:00

happy 2010 people.
whatever good or bad that had happened in the past yr,
drop it and move on. the world is not gna stop
for you to pick yourself up.

in life, many things are unexpected.
therefore expect the unexpected.
life became so realistic that i only think of the worst scenerio.
at least expecting smth extreme would give you
better preparation to counter whatever that might happen.
that solely applies to me only. if ever there is a
second soul who agrees, lets walk in hands, those that differs,
i know life will be good for you. (:

life is such a bore. so very true when you
suddenly loses interest in your life. im still trying to get
everything back but it seems to fade even faster and further tht
now i dont feel like even adapting alr. ):

lets pray, in time to come. things will be good.
how good, idk but i dnt feel positive abt life, honestly.
after so much had happened, i decided no
to foresee life as a whole. i dont wnna entertain qns, if you uds.

goodnight. is morning agn. '
(:

2009-12-27T23:25:00.002+08:00

tell me what do you really know about what was happening.
instead of coming to me to ask how am i, you stereotyped.
have i not tried to make the effort to make things better?
sighs.

broken communication, loosen truth.
to top it up with, no reply.
so would it be easier to let go if this is really what you want?
life filled with colours and being held so close to the heart
went colourless & a total failure.

so do we now mend the tear or do we leave it hanging by
behaving like how we are now?
is sad to see someone you hold so fucking close to your heart
mentioned like you dont care anymore.
what more to continue from there.
sighs.

i think my life is like a walking sad case man.
constantly changing.
for the good, everyone hopes.
but if the bad, everyones leaves.

nothing stays forever,
is crawling deeper in me now.

lighter note, is entering a better phase now.
i do hope it wont be long back together.

yvonne.

21st

2009-11-24T11:05:00.002+08:00

happy 21st. (:

3 week of PRCP means im handling cases now.
not easy, i know. scary, for sure.
but somehow, i need to endure and survive it on my own.
have fun people.

xoxo.

2009-11-15T19:02:00.002+08:00

shift work is not fun. ):
days like this is not what i want/expected.
sighs.
how to make it better, seriously.

stupid headache again. OMG
zzz.

goodnight.

2009-11-03T23:32:00.002+08:00

you make me whole again each and everytime. (:
despite tiffs might be tiffs, we are back as one.
<3

& great, the once per month thing is finally coming to an end.
which means, i can have more fun fun fun already. (:
so happy like some high on estacy only.

waving hello to NUH, next week.
sexcited only.

good night.

motherhalloween.

2009-10-31T21:57:00.003+08:00

i cannot believe that my life is such a bore that i am actually home during halloween night. Fuck. This really sucks.!!
):

having fcuking menses now is indeed the fcuking worst shit thing man.
omg. this is really shit i swear, i hate menses.

hello there lonely one, if you are reading this. :(

2009-10-20T23:38:00.005+08:00

always my centre of attraction, i hope.

it hasnt been really honey pool sweet sweet.
but more like dark chocolate bitter sweet.

and wells, coming sat marks the love.
long and still running. (:
i hope we are still good.

and great, because of the mtherfking posture i was lying on,
i accidentally close this movie that i was waiting for
like so damn long. F.

you do surprises still, dont you ?

good night/morning.

2009-10-14T00:41:00.004+08:00

i didnt mean to disappoint. bt somewhat, the fear just creeps in.
especially before it even started.

i mean, i know where you are coming from
but try being in my shoes and think of it, im not even 21
lest thinking of working actually.
ohwells, but i know you meant best for the future.
i do appreciate, thank you. (:

ultimately, i know the fear will just go away because you
instilled in me that only when carrying positive
attitude then you will achieve your goals. (:

thank you for loving me so endlessly. engraved deeply in the heart. (:

picnic is hellaluyah fun. (:
like everything was so perfectly there & i very much enjoyed.
thank you ladies for the contributions and yes, the awesome time. (:
pictures up soon when that prisca uploads.

is another round of meeting the ladies but with kim, reine and jasmine.
on thursday tentatively and provided if kim can make it. (:
dinner and movie date, like so awesome only. so fun. (:

next is reneepakxinyi & joleanlim and cindytan.!
call me you nutheads. HAHA.

okay, i am tired now, time for bed.

luh duh loves

2009-10-09T11:00:00.004+08:00

is not easy to find friends that shares your personal problem.

i'm glad i got them. (:

we have to meet for more dinner dates and aweesome fun and joy.

so very love you all lar!

LOVELOVELOVE.

is finally the last day of attachment and i just cant contain the joy.

so, is for tian ji zhou for supper tonight for celebration.!

thank you B.

xoxo.

2009-09-11T03:24:00.006+08:00

life is so vulnerable.

witnessing death is like the last thing on my mind.

we can never predict what is happening in future.

should learn to cherish what one owns now.

be contented, be appreciative.

attachment was never this sad before.

now i experienced what life really is already.

i started questioning myself, are you ready to take on this profession?!

sighs.

& casestudy has been really tedious and i just completed.

and is a job well done, on my part at least.

goodnight.

sweet!

2009-09-07T00:29:00.003+08:00

i read this somewhere and personally, i quite like this. (:

Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable
decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

are you mr aloysius goh?

haha.
this is really encouraging.
despite how much you complained that i am weird.
i know deep in, you eager to find out why right!!
hahaha.

goodbye.
goodnight.

loves.

stagant. what the fark.

2009-09-03T20:46:00.000+08:00

attachment really is not fun. ):
sighs.

i feel so detached from everything and everyone.
omg. this really sucks.
sighs.

i really feel damn no life.
& now, i can sit in front of my laptop doing meds research.
which is so motherf related to attachment too.
how dumb can this be !

i need some good quality time.
i need some awesome suprises.
i need some retail therapy.
i need some more money to roll in.
i need some time to exercise and touch netball, badly.
i really need a good break from everything.
sighs.

i think i suck living life like this.
crap. bring me out to play people.
i need to lead a better life than this.

again, monday tmr means a brand new start of attachment AGAIN.
whatever.

ohyeah, chester is booking in goddamn soon.
how time flies. have fun tuppani. (:
you gonna be a manly man really soon. haha.
and alfred's pop on tuesday. woots.

yeah, it was good seeing this old long, but
somewhat lost friend and gf at the airport ytd.
thank you, you, for fetching the documents down too.
appreciate.

goodnight.

2009-08-25T14:21:00.002+08:00

one thing that i guess most people love-hate most
is ending their exams. now that exams are over,
come attachment. ):

now that life as a student is coming to an end
i seriously think that i wasted too much time
idling and not planning what i am to do/achieve it future.
sighs. & it kinda suck balls to be thinking of it right now.

5 years down the road,
where the f i would be.
what would i be doing.
who will i still be contacting.
sighs. depressing, indeed.

life is such a bore, seriously.

if only i am born in a rich family and owning family business.

maybe i will have a better idea of how my future would be.

haha. or marrying an old dying man for the fortune.

lol. just kidding.

guitar heroes waiting for me over at janice's
the post exam event they come up with.
& i kinda dread pulling myself out now
cause i would end up sulking at her place & maybe
causing them to fail each stage that i play in.
sighs. how bad life could be.

hopefully, club tmr would be good.

2009-08-24T01:14:00.004+08:00

nurm just makes no sense, seriously.
i really dont know what is there to be tested for nurm
& whoever that tops this module really makes me wonder
how he/she studied. LOL.

okay, i shall now then, head back to the books, maybe
sidetrack alittle to read the gossipest news and fashions baby.
woots.

paper in the morning, i can bid beauty sleep like now.
ohyeah, club on wednesday with the hell big group of
awesome girls and yes, maybe i try to make it for guitar hero
over at janice's on tuesday too. gees.
hardcore partying before the official start of attachments that spells
BORE.
sighs.

okay, now more fashions updates/ gossips then revision.
haha.

ohyeah, puppy is way so cute.
i so love her. gees. (:

xoxo

future holds.

2009-08-17T22:38:00.007+08:00

i dont really fancy fan clubs now, they give me fears. ):

how to stop thinking who you will be with in future.?
especially when you gets older and you have an ideal
one in mind. still, reality is so harsh that it
brings people down, somehow.

& because of the words mentioned just now,
the thought of marrying subsided.
is not that i dont want to get married but to whom
i will be married to?
wells, is never easy to play one sided.

tougher than it seems,
even the strongest ones could be dragged down by this thing
called love.

haha.
another silly night let alone to wonder how life would be in future.
with you or without you?

whatever it is, i still love B alot. (:
despite me saying so much, i still wish or rather want
B to be by my side till im old with saggy boobs and ass.
& missing rows of teeth. LOL

loves.

2009-08-16T23:58:00.002+08:00

i like planned events like that. they make life so much more eventful.

anticpating yet exciting.

gees.

okay, time to hit the sack before another round or intensive revision.

& i really mean INTENSIVE.

haha.

oh!! & did i mention about the new puppy schnauzer that is on the way.

yippeeedddooooo.

some loving for the eyes.

netballuxion. (:

netball loves. (:

redbull gives you wings.

always camera ready. LOL.

Final Year Class Outing

here comes the WOW!!

FIREFLIES TOUR WITH THE LOVED. (:

OSTRICH FARM.

pretty obvious they are of the same kind heh.

FRUIT FARM

overcrowding KOIS.

the 4 months old monkey and the matured rabbits. haha.

fireflies journey

sadly, no fireflies were captured. they are way to puny that
can barely be seen, not mentioning capturing la.

home sweet home.

xoxo

2009-08-14T16:26:00.002+08:00

know what is the best thing now?!
no more early mornings and rushing of assignments already. (:
gees.

how i wish everyday is like that and B will support me.
haha. i think he will just say dream on lor.

okay, i practically stayed online for so long that i almost forget the agenda of today.
luckily i wasnt that distracted, but most of the time, my mind were somewhere else.
sighs. how to revise for exam in this state. LOL.

i had this very old, close friend messaging me today.
& i realised i havent talk to him for ages.
now, i dont know how to really talk to him for so much had changed.
still, i hope things get better.

okay, i should like get my ass moving on.
maybe now, i should get my hands on new moon story.

xoxo.

a god damn good week.

2009-08-11T16:34:00.004+08:00

i just cant help but to show off how great this long weekend was. (:

FYP was very well presented.
ms bao said was a job well done. (:

prisca's bday over at timbre was fun too.
despite some bullshit here and there, it wasn't so bad.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOULMATE.
i hoped you enjoyed yourself with that po-po-poker face.
LOVES.

sadly, i missed the clubbing on friday to save energy for
saturday's tour. ):

one day tour ( to malaysia) was so damn very fun.
the company was great and we saw the extremes of
the world's biggest bird, ostrich, mating. LOL.
fruit farm was huge and lobster is so mini. HAHA.
& yes, fireflies wrapped up the event very nicely.

sunday was seeing REINE day. haha.
met her for bb in the morning and i was like shit.
slept my afternoon away and i think B slept big time too.
movie later that night, where got ghost.
i had the world's longest laughter till my stomach cramped.
LOL.

rock band is crap.
i then realise that my coordinations suck many.
but i know i will conquer it one day.
B you wait only.! haha.

securing a well deserved A for overall practical. (:
i am more than please for this, cause the second practical was bad,
really bad. i literally cried over that bad attempt i did. ):
i should reward myself with bubble tea later.

now, CT is yet to be over and done with. ):
but it wouldnt be long, hopefully. haha.

after this, i will then self proclaim term break.
i cant wait for clubbing after exams.
woots. so many many fun fun people to go with. (:
i so very like.

okay, time to get ready for work and yes.
maybe stay up for CT again. OMG.!

p/s. will upload the many photos once i have them with me.

iLbmm. (:

love love many.
(:

2009-08-01T23:14:00.001+08:00

i am having a seriously bad hormones imbalance.
i've been throwing my temper at that poor B.
iavvs. ):

credits to fyp and never ending assignments.
on top of it, i havent been having enough slp.
sighs. im bad, very bad in fact.

i even rejected offer to starbucks. (im sorry kimberly.!!)
ought to be shot at, seriously.

now, come the cramps.
sighs. everything is going down hill.
ahfuckedtothemax.

goodnight.

2009-07-26T22:47:00.004+08:00

the worth while(s) & upcoming happenings. (:

- alice's birthday ( when all came together )
- racial harmony day (colourful like nobody's business)
- mix street netball (awesome nurse)
- happy 17th. (LOVES )
- B heading for diving near tioman (safe trip please)
- meeting alfred for some good catching up & MACs
- SHAKER FRIES ARE BACK (double happiness)
- basketball with reine (every sunday hopefully)
- time alone to/for myself (for school work & to reflect)
- my fb zoo is doing very well & breeding (YEAHNESS)
- meeting prisca for lunch coming tuesday
- meeting renee & jolean for meal (planning)
- done with CT
- training on wednesday & friendly on thursday (lose weight)
- done with WPD
- zoo coming weekend (:
- buffalo wings (die hard favourite)
- home for CT assignment/FYP
- practical test on tuesday
- prisca's birthday plan (:
- one day trip to malaysia (couple date)

haha. that's for now maybe.
the in betweens, i shall add on soon. (:

lonesome weekend

2009-07-24T22:39:00.004+08:00

is amazing how we came thus far.
happy 17th love. (:

is pretty disturbing to have images running that you'll be in tioman
diving ~~seeing girls~~ . ):
just kidding.!!

is a pity this weekend would be me alone, in singapore.
thankfully, i've got books and great people to keep me company.
& yes, long weekends are coming too. (:

my coming weekends are planned out pretty nicely like what am i/us
shall we be doing etc. (:
organising things rather than impromtu is something i really fancy.
like you know, you plan your clothings before hand rather than a
last minute pull out crumpled and totally not feeling it thing.
LOL. sounds pretty much like school.

i shall now indulge myself with more games from fb till
that silly cow reply me. & yes, he is leaving tonight.
on this very day. he ought to enjoy himself after hectic exam week.
(: i am very understanding i know. LOL.

goodnight owls.

2009-07-17T13:33:00.002+08:00

i still want us back like before, i really do. ):
is hurts to see something i never wanted to.
maybe, time will bring everything back to normal?
i certainly hope for.

maybe like what all r/s needs from time to time
just a short time out for now, or only now.

when everything is like better or less of a mess.
we could be like before again?!

you know i love you still,
that very much.

loves

stupid assshit

2009-07-16T23:06:00.003+08:00

i feel damn bastard to back out harry potter.
& i swear guilt is crawling over me now.
this suck balls seriously.

& i am very sorry baby boy. ):

why is all the dumbass shit issues falling onto me.
):

i am so fuckass upset now.
i suck. omg.

say goodmorning to banana

2009-07-15T05:05:00.006+08:00

i am really weird, but B still loves me.

at the end of the night, when arguing turns ugly.

it always ended with a i love you baby.

despite how ugly things went before that, is all back to normal.

i am definitely not flaunting, but more of thanking that B undertands.

words might be harsh, but you know.

i never meant my words. (:

true to be, i often meant the opposite. haha.

& when he said lets go genting during my 2 weeks break

before the long attachment starts. my lips curved,

cause this time, he say, only WE and not with his friends.

pretty exciting. (:

gees.

okay, i seriously am dead/drunk.

cause i havent sleep yet thanks to the wonderful story love told.

and partly because i need to memorise nurm for paper tmr.

sighs.

and i can barely get anything in because the story love

told me was so eggiciting lar!

i was hungry, so i ate one banana.

my dad scolded me siao for eating it at like 5 in the morning.

LOL.

***edited**

mummy got up and cooked me mee sua

knowing that i am hungry & because i was supposingly

to be studying to encourage me. (:

so very nice of her. loves.

okay, back to books.

i have officially say, an hour to finish everything.

i think i am gonna die. holycow.

peasize brain,

so freaking small.

sighs.

bye.

2009-07-10T00:33:00.002+08:00

is pretty disturbing when you come home seeing
ugly sights & being scolded by parents for nothing just because
both of them are unhappy with each other

sighs.

is just unbearable to even stay home now.
there is no peace! & pretty obvious i cant study at home
with condition that is so losuy and bull shitty.
sighs.

thankfully.
a twss reunion clubbing this saturday night
would probably do some life lifting. (:
& is gonna be really awesomely fun because my dearest
renee pak is gg as well.

to think that i am a little excited over it. gees.
so fun to even think of it now.

ohyeah, i love you baby. (:
revise well for papers okay, i'll just you on sunday after a
predicted crazy sat with no hangovers, for sure. (:
loveees.

okay, goodnight.

2009-07-06T00:09:00.003+08:00

the pieces dont fit here anymore. ):

sometimes, letting go would be the best way out to everything.
maybe i should do likewise to keep/make
myself a little happier?!

is monday again. sighs.

goodmorning.

when you know nothing at all.

2009-07-03T22:58:00.003+08:00

this really suck balls to be exact.
i hate it when you are like that.
have you ever wonder how this would make me feels?
for all you could do was think of what you are thinking only.

for once, think through well and hard
do you really know how i am feeling inside or was it what you assume
i am that is?! sighs.

enough said,
i really need to get a breather.
what a friday night.
):

yvonne

is bad,

2009-07-02T23:19:00.003+08:00

is only thursday and i am damn tired alr. ):
nafa is crazy though i made it back with a gold.
the aftermath is enough to kill. shucks.

i am very tired, with everything.
i see no life in life. like what i use to see as a motivation
doesnt really motivates alr.
i am so bored with everything now esp when the one im waiting for aint coming.
sighs, depressing.

sometimes, insecurities just eats up your whole heart,
i do feel lonely even though you are just next to me.
like we dont do the simplest thing of all already.
this is something, or rather this tops my most hated list.
):

bad day baby bad day!
i think i am thinking too much, really too much.
f. up brain, go to slp now.!

BYE.

lets pray to god

2009-06-29T09:09:00.003+08:00

i love school NOT. ):
i cannot believe i will have to get up at 6, travel at 7 and
reach school by 8 for tuesday to friday.
OMG OMG OMG.

on a lighter note, i wont be feeling lonely.
friends in school would be really nice to keep me company i hope.
& dinner with renee this weck would be good to pour my sorrows to. (:
i miss you bad.

time for school.
hours of ns5 would really kill my ohsomuch brain cells.
i wanna another week of holidays like nyp.!!!

okay, enough ranting.
i am all good for school. (:
& B got me so hooked to jay chou's old songs again.
omg, i am like searching high and low for them lar.!
i cant believe it. & yes, reminiscing is good.
你比从前快乐,
all time favourite can. so old school, reminds me of the good old sweet love. (:
but wells, B is all i want now.
xoxo.

let's pretend

2009-06-23T00:13:00.006+08:00

weeks have been passsing like school is never resuming.

sighs.
the thought of school starting next week a big turn off.

i have yet to party enough, enjoy enough & relax myself enough.

omg. worst, assignments are still untouched cause

i dont know how to start.

i am so broke because i havent been working as clinic is closed &

there is too many birthday(s) this month which left me

rather broke & also, travelling too much with

unforeseeable happenings.

sighs.

i wish i am filthy rich so that i wont have to bother abt poor-ness.

& shop like no tmr. (: dream on lor.

ohyeah, i hope i see renee pak soon.

cause i think we should & also,

i hope i see prisca kong tmr to chill and have fun cause we

havent seen each other for the whole holiday yet.

& i wish hazel would be back SOON plus safe and sound &

do self quarrantine as well.

(to play safe only, not of any other meaning okay)

& my 2 silly brother and sister, holding broom

in their hands trying to catch that lizard that

is in the room. imagine this 2 silly kids. haha.

just scare the lizard can already what,

still need to catch it for what.?! OMG.!!!

the 2 silly kids.

ohyeah, trip was good. (:

though mr sun wasnt really doing his job, but still,

i enjoyed. the sea view is awesome. (:

the company is funny. the seafood, especially gong gong, is like

the best food on earth. i want the pictures but not uploaded yet.

& ohyeah, i am not burnt.

sadly, water sports not played cause it's freaking expensive.

one babana boat cost 80S$ & like i've said,

i am broke to the max. nevermind,

i shall look forward to batam's. cause they have

the same water sports that is so much cheaper.

ohyeah, & so B slept without messaging me again,

so did alfred, he laggi best, twice in a row.

great. now i've got a reason to say him tmr. (:

& this is ALFRED WONG.

haha.
alright, time for bed little owls out there.
goodnight to all. (:

ohyeha, B is obess with dslr recently.

because of the nice pictures he took recently for the trips.

& i keep insisting that is the one that is being pictured

that makes the picture whole. (:

& i know he is very tempted to get nikon D90.

( is on sale now if i remembered correctly.!!! )

loves,

yvonne

is all about you

2009-06-18T01:53:00.005+08:00

i am glad the hardwork paid off with an A+. (:
though i missed the picnic with the awesome company earlier on,
is worthwhile afterall, imagine my excitement. (:

hees, seeing the ladies (kim & reine) is one of the best thing ever.
everytime, i feel safe and sound with them & blabbering everything
out not worrying they would leak a single out. (:
with friends like them, you know they can be counted upon.
thank you darlings. (:

movie with B thereafter.
ohyeah, after watching the ghosts of girlfriends past,
i realised that jennifer garner is rather charming. her smile is well,
attractive & her features are really awesomely sharp. (:
gees. needless to say matthew mcconaughey
is still the heart throb boy. (:
like after he's promoted to daddy, he is still so attractive.
who doesnt want a husband/daddy/boyfriend/affair like/with him?

secretly, i think B is moving to be like him everyday. (:
or maybe because i am all over him (both, but i think B more) ,
thats why i got this secret thinking. haha.

i am really bad at planning & seriously,
it will and never be my kind of thing.
i am a bad gf but B forbids me saying that cause he always tell me
i am the best gf he ever had. (: gees.
sounds like sweet talking to young girl, but who doesnt like
their beloved showering love to them. hurhur.
back to the topic.!!! shit, what am i to do on B's bday. omg.
shoot meeeee!!!

my eyes are shutting like nobodies' business man.
& yes, i am so broke again. wtf. ):

loves
yvonne

lets make it all worthwhile

2009-06-17T12:03:00.011+08:00

holiday doesnt seems like holiday when there is
so much to be done. ): sighs.

i got tonnes to update but lazy bugs just gotten all over me.
bad bad bad. i havent been running, doing conditionings,
playing netball. i need to exercise. freak. i feel fat especially
when i now consume so much. haha. i feel like a pig, seriously.
i think bf is, thats why trying to turn me into one.
& thankfully. i am still standing at the same old weight. (:

i will try to put up the photos soon, seriously soon okay.
2 weeks of holidays are like so crammed,
packed and totally wasted. OMG.

THE MUST COMPLETE LIST

~~B's bday & bro's bday ( 18th JUNE )~~
~~Sis's bday ( 24th JUNE)~~
~~~~Meeting the awesome girls.~~ ( kimberly, reine &~~ jasmine )
~~Meeting Prisca Kong ~~( Call me when you'r back!! )~~~~
Meet Renee Pak ( you better call me i tell you! )
~~Bintan Trip ( weekend )~~
~~The 16th on 24th. (:~~
Finish up NURM individual assigment
CT group project meet up(s) & completing
CT individual assignment
~~FYP data collection in NUH ( whole of 2 weeks)~~
Start packing the crib
Start packing my wardrode ( with new collections )
~~Waiting for hazel to come back~~ & the girls' night out
Sun tanning ( hopfeully )
Baking at kim's ( tofu cheesecake please !!!)
~~I need to exercise ( NAFA is coming )~~
~~Pinnacle Race on 27th. ( KHS, jiayou jiayou )~~
Study for NURM paper ( tsk tsk )
HAIR CUT before school starts
~~MAHJONG ( i got this very craving !!!! )~~

i think there will be more added on along the way.
i am gonna so dead by then when everything is crossed out
i will survive & B is gonna cover most of it with me.
NO EXCUSES!

OKAY, TIME TO MEET THE REST.

BYE ALL

LOVES,
YVONNE

is not over.

2009-06-07T15:38:00.005+08:00

pratical & interview went by well. (:

& thank god is over.

having common test is really shitty.
i missed out the awesome fun today.
picnic at ECP with friends & kite flying/bubble blowing,

which i wanted so badly.
but still, kim/jasmine will tell me juicest gossip later. HAHA
sighs. but bf make it up with movie, terminator, later this evening. (:
so instead of the company's love, i am so gonna be showered by bf's love.
gees. over the moon.

reine's 20th was awesome, pictures up in fb already.
credits to the VERY EFFICIENT JASMINE & EVELYN.
though i was the earliest, cause those kukuneh came really late.,
but seeing wei wei dropping things everywhere & roche (dog) peeing & pooing.
haha, with bf picking up the poo. HAHA.
good enough to make me laugh big time.

the daring dare devils were really daring.
disturbing the gong gong, mj kakees, reine's dad. haha.
gossips over the you know i know was fun. (:
everything was good, i reckon. & reinesoh, i hoped you enjoyed. (:
xoxo.

time to prepare & head for movie.

i'll be back soon. (:
wish me luck for paper tmr at freaking 630 paper.
very sian.

loves
yvonne

omg

2009-06-02T01:29:00.003+08:00

hello earthlings,
life has been full of shit.
for the school really sucks & next week is common test already.
really dead, i mean literally of course.

i've got no mood to study for practical already.
& this is a really bad sign. ):

is the bloody first time, i felt so uneasy before the day
of practical day itself.
& the butterflies in the tummy feeling sucks big time.
sighs, everything is so not coming together.
i hope is only temporary.

ohyeah, speaking of that, meeting the ladies tmr,
i hope it will do me good & maybe make me revise more.

okay, i shall now try to love the words
& get them stuffed in the brain.
like seriously, brain's capacity is way larger
than what i am supposed to memorise,
or rather UNDERSTAND.

UNDERSTAND!!!!

i'll be back soon, hopefully.

goodnight.
& good morning.

B : you secret stalker!!! haha. ilumm.

love,
yvonne

2009-05-26T21:52:00.002+08:00

there is this sudden urge to close down this blog.
spending my 4 years with, somehow unbearable.
but still, i dont see the need to have them with me anymre
eventually what needs to go, ought to go.

having too many responsibilites sometimes backfire.
i need something light for supper now.
and shit, i am eating again.

yawns, class at 8 and i totally give it a big WTF.
i hate morning classes.
communters sucks, perspiring sucks &
missing breakfast sucks. ):

one thing i look forward to, end of school.
without hesitations. (:

xoxo
yvonne

mothers' day

2009-05-11T09:21:00.003+08:00

is monday yet again.
weekends are always so short lived. sighs.
i was thinking, maybe we would do something more constructive.
but wells, it was yet another day of staying
home with nothing much done, to be exact - again. ):

sidenote, i am still having greenish greenish phlegm.
bad bad bad. sighs.
is been a week or so and i am still in such bad condition.
how i wish i am back to my tip top condition.

resturant city is damn addictive.
i woke up slightly earlier just to play before school.
now, this is not looking right. LOL.
thanks to rongyue, that idiot whom introduced the game to me.
LOL.

ohyeah, happy mothers' day.
hoped all mums had their fair share of fun, peace and laughters.

with loves
yvonne.

2009-04-28T17:48:00.002+08:00

in a few hours, my friends would be flying on air to BANGKOK
for good wholesome fun while i'll be stuck in sg
to attend lectures, tutorials and practicals.
this is so depressing.
i want my holidays please. ):

bangkok has got everything.
- awesome clubs.
- never ending and hell cheap items.
- night market
- weekend markets.
- very nice food - think guang resturant's bitterground leaves.
- THAI MASSAGE.
- cheap alcohols
- cheap ciggs.
woots. im pretty hyped right now.
i'm waiting for june to come and hopefully no exams on those dates.
pls pray!!!!

secretly, i do hope they remember me when they are there.
*grins*

xoxo
yvonne

week 1

2009-04-22T22:37:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings. (:

i have been waking up so early recently that i keep

falling asleep in school.

LOL. this is funny. i dread morning classes and i dont like

hours break(s).

is so boring and not fun. sighs.

OH, did i mention abt cca fiesta. LOL..

netball, basketball, soccer and flagfootball join forces

to welcome the newcomers.

this is really funnny. (:

but really nice people they are. (:

ohyeah, im quite upset over the tentative bnk trip in june with love.

supposingly, everything was gettting on well, but

only today i was told those days that we planned to go

falls on my common test week. F.!!

omg, i swear i was really feeling damn bad when B went around

calling and asking if can change the flight and everything

all because of my miscalculating that caused the whole mess.

thank you B. you are always this sweet. (:

i shall think positive for i know there might be this slight

chances that there

wont be any papers on those days and hopefully i wont be affected. (:

gees, despite those worries abt the dates.

i still travelling tgt is awesome, i like. (:

ohyeah, april's baby

17 april.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY HONGYU!!

i know you love that orea cookie cake. & mj soon.

loves.

20 april

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY CHESTER!!

i hope sakura was good, especially the durians &

mj over at jovey's. (:

okay, i better get myself prepare for tmr's class.

hopefully it will be better.

bye all.

love

yvonne. (:

2009-04-16T18:28:00.003+08:00

after days of failed clubbing plans,

i finally decide to settle down for a good game of mj

with the loved friends. (:

ohyes, pls pray i win money.

especially shufen's money.

who ask her win 48 dollars in 2 minutes.

gees.

i smell some wholesome fun already.

laters.

ohyes, i think tmr i should drag my fat ass out to

feel the sun. is been long i feel the morning sun.

shucks. i've been piggin lately.

sleeping till noon then i wake up.

f. this is bad man.

school in like days time and i havent adapt to the

morning waking ups.

is seriously bad. ):

gees. nvm.

let me win some money first, for now.

then will think of solutions to that later. haha

ohyeah, on a lighter note.

im heading club with B tmr. (:

gees, will be fun, say YES.

xoxo

yvonne.

is bad yet i cant put it into words.

2009-04-12T15:14:00.009+08:00

there is this major difference between afternoon and evening.

now, i have to wait even longer till late evening comes.

mentally torturing, really. ):

is easy to make one happy yet is even easier to make one sad.

sighs.

at least days i've got more happy days than sad ones.

is worth celebrating somehow.

oh, & i finally went clubbing.

though bad music but fun company i had.

minus those unglam moments of those that are wasted.

i had my fun share of laughters.

FYI. the act cute and act shy.

new friends. (:

love birds. (:

and f. i missed prisca's call AGAIN.

i ought to shoot myself and die man, seriously.

wtf. everything is not going my way.

till then.

bye.!

xoxo

yvonne.

utterly sad

2009-04-09T22:47:00.004+08:00

is really disappointing when weekend is spent at home and

not with the one you wanted to see most. ):

if i didnt make the effort to see you ytd.

though is only for like less than an hour,

i guess we wont even see each other only after the weekends

sighs.

though i wont deny the fact i really really wanted see you

before you leave for the trip.

but somehow, a part of me just refuse me to do so.

im really tired of your busy schedule.

i am tired of waiting as well. is really tiring.

i am really upset.

very upset in fact.

sighs

cheeky little boy

2009-03-31T12:16:00.002+08:00

see what that cheeky boy was doing at work?
playing FB & we were chatting.
haha.

little chat log of ours before he left for lunch.

Aloysius :
i will say
i miss u today
love you too

gees. (:
reason why i kept falling head over heels.
haha.

love
yvonne

8 march 2009 ; contiki beach netball

2009-03-25T21:22:00.001+08:00

hello people. (:
been long since i last posted pictures.
well, would do so now.

pictures from contiki beach netball event on the 8 march. (:
awesome event. i am so burnt from the event i swear.
now that i've got sports bra marks on me. haha.
wells, it might be ugly but it definitely was an event well played. (:

the great ladies who made the event such a joyous one. (:
panda, wenqi, shuting, cindy, cheryl.

action pack baby!!

after a tiring game. omg

my poor girl who suffered an injury. ):

luckily it didnt trigger her old injury from relasping.

(you've got my back girl!!)

tied with times but lose by 2 goal differences. such a waste. ):

little supporter in the house yo. (:

with love

yvonne.

2009-03-23T02:27:00.001+08:00

it wasnt something i expected out of.
but still, the results were only satisfactory.
cause i expected more than what i got.
random disheartening cause i expected A for
that paper but ended with B+. thats why many always say,
dont place expectations so high.
sighs. ):

wells, anyway. attachment has been really
hectic but fun for the later. cause i am really mad at
the woman's hospital's facilitator.
(due to some rules, i cant name the hospi out.)
despite she is one of our lecturer, i seriously think that the grading
system is unfair. totally bias towards certain.
come to think of it, it really made me unhappy
for like that period of time. and she got the freaking guts to say,
you have to move on. asshole ler. ask her kiss the toiletbowl can.

anyway, march is really dedicated to attachment
and more casestudies, obviouslyi was struggling with the
shifts that falls between pm to am.
cause i almost cannot wake up. haha.
but thankfully, it wasnt that bad.
coming 4 weeks, i am late for only once. (:
& was located to hougang. say well done. gees.
wouldnt deny the fact that hougang chalet is way
better than that women's.

hazel & prisca was really sweet.
they made me a fool by tricking me into gathering
that wasn't suppose to be gathering but more of like
celebrating my bday. haha. caught totally offguard when
B was already there at hard rock cafe waiting.
double shockness. (:

i really enjoyed ALOT. (:
the good food.
the great atmosphere.
the great company.
the great suprise from the hard rock's ppl.
the fun camwhores.
the good talks.
& lastly the great B's love.
I LOVE YOU(S).

ohyeah, my birthday is coming. (:
i am totally not MOTIVATED AT ALL.
like seriously i dont think i am getting any celebrations.
probably some date(s) with the closest few and just
have our sweet little time tgt would be better than
to care for the whole group. shall do a belated one then
since attachment is so annoying. haha.
& im glad the 24th is coming again.
gees.

time for bed.
attachment at 1pm tmr. OMG.

p/s.
REINE. i upadated alr. (: i know you miss me alot. after attachment,
let's chill like almost EVERYDAY. haha.loves

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!! (:

love
yvonne

羅志祥 - 做得到

2009-02-26T06:15:00.009+08:00

i fell in love with this song immediately. (:

羅志祥 - 做得到

试着让身边很吵闹

好好想念你的怀抱

某一秒我竟微笑

体会你扬起的嘴角

悲伤的呼唤

也许在跟自己比较

让你哭过是我不好

太自责话都变少

然而你还是最美好

要让你知道

做得到

不管相爱总会有一些低潮

我爱你

就应该对你越来越好

现在只想忽然把你抱得高高

看着你笑我也笑

别自寻烦恼

做得到

你说再苦也要跟我直到老

我说的

每一个承诺会说到做到

感谢你坚强勇敢

让我很骄傲

你所想要的爱我能做得到

也许在跟自己比较

让你哭过是我不好

太自责话都变少

然而你还是最美好

要让你知道

做得到

不管相爱总会有一些低潮

我爱你

就应该对你越来越好

现在只想忽然把你抱得高高

看着你笑我也笑

别自寻烦恼

做得到

你说再苦也要跟我直到老

我说的

每一个承诺会说到做到

感谢你坚强勇敢

让我很骄傲

你所想要的爱我能做得到

原谅我内心交战让你好难过

我能给你的爱没有做不到

LIFE

2009-02-18T20:11:00.003+08:00

because that simhazel woman say i dont update my blog.
so there goes, i finally edited alittle for everything. (:
there goes people.

oh yeah, i've got many photos to upload too.
till im a little better.
immune system is once again down. sighs.
i really hate falling sick. BOOO.

for now, time to relax and start studying again. (:
i wanna ace this exam. (:

xoxo.

yvone

Vday

2009-02-10T15:46:00.008+08:00

feb the 14th. (:

one fine but yet very special day.

used to be a day where i spent it with the dearest(s)

& not forgetting meeting jovey (without fail).

it used to be the best day ever, i swear.

remembering last year, i spent it at hazel's place

with a good swim plus suana.

followed by lunch with jovey. & to think i actually

queued and bought rose for mummy just to cheer her up

because she complained no one loves her. haha. (:

& spending the night/late night at newton circus eating

almond longan with this mystery guy, B, back then. haha. (:

this year, it would be a total different thing.

which im glad it happen so to be different. (:

reine now spends it with ahbeng. (:

jasmine now spends it with andy. (:

jovey now spends it with simhazel. (:

sean now spends it with stella. (:

weiliang now spends it with mystery lady. (:

pearlynn now spends it with alex. (:

hanshujuan now spends it with mystery man. (:

& the list goes on.

im glad they are celebrating tgt & hopefully last long long long.

so they can spend like all the special days together.

& to all friends that are attached.

bottom of my heart, i wish that every special events,

you get to spend it with the ones your hands are locked with. (:

& for those who are not attached. dont fret.

good things comes to those who wait. (:

this year, i wonder what would it be like.

despite the suspense that B is hiding.

i smell some great fun coming.

but one thing bad, i'm actually at work when couples are

enjoying their candlelit dinner. ):

sighs.

if only dr yong can close his clinic. cause pris said that the

chances of him closing this sat is currently 60% now. (:

woots. i so very happy. REALLY.

this entry is full of smiles. (:

i like.

xoxo

yvonne.

p/s. dont be sad sohruilin. though he on duty,

but i bet he'll have suprises for you. (:

2009 new year eve

2009-02-03T21:07:00.002+08:00

literally spent the first few days of 2009 in Orchard Parade Hotel.

credits to his mum for the free rooms. (:

wells, i swear the bed is goddamn good and the pillow.

100 % better than mine.

cause it doesnt smell of saliva. haha.

& he is so mean to snatch pillows with me despite the hotel provided 4!!!

haha.

pictures taken sometime back then.

been awhile, i know.

blame it on the tedious schedule.

finally i can catch a breather cause freaking exams are drawing near.

LOL.

i just love this picture. dont know why.

early in the morning before breakfast, maybe?!

is damn fun to play with bathrobes. (:

see how serious he gets when it comes to bathrobe.

he gets all hyped up thanks to YONG CHUN QUAN

HAHAHAHA

selfish fellow. sleeping with limbs SO wide open!!

very unglam pictures, i know. ,more to come.!

save the best for the last. (:

B's grandma and mum.

& now,

finally the finale.

crazyman to the rescue.

haha. (:

i think B is gonna kill me when he sees all these pictures uploaded. haha.

& thankyoudearestbaby. (:

without you being there, i bet the presumed holiday wouldnt fun at all. (:

LOVES

alrights, time to hit the sack alr.

i've been having zits recently. such an unsightful sight. ):

school tml at 11am, thankfully.

xoxo

yvonne.

myohmy

2009-02-02T23:10:00.003+08:00

i so love projcet not. ):

2 more and im free from hell. haha.

date due for written assignment is drawing near too.

goodness. this is really crazy. ):

i started revision early for this exam. (:

meaning i dont have to panic and burn that much of midnight oil

during the study week and exam week.

hooray to that, of course.

met renee for a really damn good chat. (:

collecting angbaos & avoiding tongue waggering places. (:

watching lots of movies recently. (:

steamboat with the aewsome girlfriends. (:

revision with B at my place. (:

& had our very 11th. (:

& on top of everything good.

i finally got a new phone. (:

so much of stress that im undergoing,

everything good made my stress somewhat disappear.

i really need a good massage after all this.

B, you hear this?!

haha

Vday and 1 yr is coming. (:

woots.

what am i to do/get.?! gees.

loves,

yvonne

2009-01-14T01:19:00.009+08:00

having to endure the pain of rushing through projects in
wee hours kinda make me dread school. ):
so much that i love how school life is, the amount of
work never seems to lighten.
despite clearing one(project) after another,
the chest discomfort is still there.
so tight that oxygen therapy would still leave me breathless.
sighs.

work was good today cause i ended early.(:
wanted to give B a suprise by popping by his school
but failed terribly because he ended way before i reach. haha.
& i kinda lost myself in thomson rd to add on to.
which made it such a failure.

B said smth in the car that made me think really hard
- the future.
sometimes this topic is just too sensitive that i refuse
or never had the courage to
think in depth. i kinda loathe myself for such cowardly behaviour but

im standing at only 19 and 20 in months' time.
am i a little too early?

i know B's good intention for he wants the best for me.
this harmless yet noble word still lingers in me at this very moment.
i really dont know how should i even tackle it.
show some light, someone.
sighs. ):

is time for me to really think hard about what i really want in future.
im getting older each day especially when
bday is drawing so freaking near.
omg. and B, i thankyou for highlighting how impt it is for
humans to plan their OWN future.

on a lighter note,
2 out of 5 project down.
i am seriously very happy. (:

team polite 2008; well cherished. (:

freaking cute dondon

that back i fell in love with over & over again.

& that arm i love sleeping in.

ilyb. (:

on the highway.

goodnight. (:

xoxo
yvonne.

2009-01-12T01:32:00.003+08:00

school is really torturous. ):
sighs, the amount of work & the long hours.
double sighs when im still awake at this hour.
& i just finish compile-ing the work.
great, class at 8 AM tml. (:

& yes,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMORHPING.
happy 20. (:

my back is so aching now.
& i better get some rest, like seriously NOW.
goodnight all.

xoxo
yvonne.

2009

2009-01-03T17:37:00.002+08:00

brand new start in a brand new year.
everything would be better than 2008.
lets start counting down to 2010 now. (:
merely 362 days only.

wells, is pretty sad when school reopens on the 5th.
though i very much love to see my friends, but
knowing that the results werent good.
it kinda make me feel like shit.

hopefully tonight would be a fun night. (:
& is time for work again.
great, spending my time rotting at dr's clinic.
hearing him nag abt society again.
haha.

ohwells, take care.
will upload the pictures really soon. (:

loves.

2008-12-11T10:17:00.002+08:00

attachment is such a boo boo boring event.
despite seeing so many babies in the ward, is still plain boring. ):
omg.

delivery is really exciting.
seeing the newborn coming out.
woots. exciting only.

sighs, in like an hour's time.
i need to head back to the hospital again. ):
after tml, i am so gonna be free alr. YES.!
another 16 hours only.
NO SCARE.
lol.

update soon.

xoxo.

yvonne.

friends

2008-11-28T17:37:00.003+08:00

i thought we were friends.
maybe it was me who expected too much.

yvonne.

9th.

2008-11-26T02:39:00.005+08:00

24th november 2008

happy 9th. (:

is still there, scorching hot inside.

2 papers down, 2 more to go.

i just cant wait for the last day (thursday) to come. (:

that would only mean, attachment is up next.

ohyeah, christmas is up soon

any plans anyone?

all i want for christmas this year would be. . .

psst! is a secret.

*grins*

goodnight.

love

yvonne

NR IS FINALLY DEAD

2008-11-20T11:16:00.006+08:00

OVER AND DONE WITH NR.

I AM SO HAPPY THAT I CAN BARELY DESCRIBLE IT.

so now that the tedious job is over.

common tests up next. sighs.

the stress & work just keep piling and piling.

i need some retail therapy.

i miss window shopping and trying on clothes. (:

think of it, excites me a little.

online shopping is so addictive that i wanna buy the whole shop.

haha.

but wells, i need to SAVE THE MOOLAHS.

sighs, everything is so restricted.

i don't like.

friday, bb with the girls NOT on. ):

reinesohdarling cant make it.

sighs. i miss them, seriously.

havent had my eyes shut since last night.

(because of NR obviously)
training yet later.
i think i am gonna be so drain out later.

cause i got this feeling is physical today. ):
gees. better buy 100 plus for standby.
haha.

alright, time for school.

BYE BYE.

love

yvonne.

p/s. i need a decent haircut. should i go short or go bangs?!

life is good, very good. (:

2008-11-16T23:21:00.003+08:00

i cant wait for school to end.
but common test would have to be up next.

despite the fears i have for them, im still not revising.

shame on myself that is, i know. ):

nr is kinda irritating.

which is why i left it till so last minute.

sighs. i always screw up the time i planned out nicely.

ice cream with the great ones on friday. (:

photos and snaps, so fun.

we had hell loads of nonsenses & endless laughters

having stranger to take picture for us and create a din in the cafe. (:

(pictures up soon when hazel send me.)

haha. though is very silly, but we love that kinda company, seriously.

i think YEP have indeed made drastic changes & pulling us so close now.(:

really, a blessing to have them the closest few.

and anyways, trip with the family coming december.

though not something huge, but i like short trips

with great company and fun. (:

thankfully love is tagging along, which makes it even better. (:

i cant wait for december to arrive & i'll have whole loads of fun.

& christmas and new year. woohoos.!

so much fun to anticipate, i like.

& im very happy.

love's room is gonna undergo a major makeover. (:

which means, he will be having new look, new paint, new furnitures

& most important, new BED. (:

haha. i smell fun coming this weekend, whereby all the paint will just

get all over us & love has got this bad idea in his mind. (:

gees, so fun.

life is treating me better each day.

i love how weekends are spent. (:

& i am so looking forward to weekends now. (:

this girl, i so love her. (:

good night all. (:

LOVES.

xoxo

yvonne

2008-11-11T22:45:00.001+08:00

having think hard and even harder.
i will just give hongkong attachment a miss. ):
though very much i would love to be there but then
sometimes, when responsibilities creeps in, you just cant let go.
maybe the decision is wise and mummy wouldnt feel that stress afterall. (:

mummy said something really nice that day.
she told me.
" i should start making plans w love & should start
saving up for the future."
needless to say, (: was my reactions.
shy away yet i cant deny the happiness running through
the veins and arteries.

& love, save up please. (:
make me whole again, like you always do.

ohyeah, before i forget.
we did a 'SUPRISE BDAY VISIT' for joveybuddy.
apparently, is not really suprising because of 1, 2 screwed up.
haha. but all in all, wasnt that bad. (:

BUDDY.!!!
i hope you really enjoyed yrself that day.
special appearance of your old friend - yanhan.
haha. happy 19th heh.
xoxo.

okay, i swear pas & nr are killing me but i dont care.
im good, im good. no scare no scare. i got one more day to day due.
i still got the freaking day to do. haha.
& i did pretty well for my practical test.
i so love. yippeedoo. (:

smalls things make me contented like seriously.
gees, i love the slightest GOOD things that happen.

time for bed.
goodnight all. (:

xoxo,
yvonne

2008-11-07T08:48:00.001+08:00

the pain is exploding.
despite the sufficient rest, taking paracetamol,
washing/drying my hair before bed.
and all sorts of needs i had to, the pain dont go away.
i fear it will be something that i dont want it to be. ):
sighs.

wells, is novemeber already. so fast the year is ending.
in less than 60 days i reckon. (:
christmas is soon heading up too.
& the list of gifts for the closed ones are piling.
& i've yet to come up w a finalised one yet,
leaving me in great dilemma.

& having said that, is soon the mid month again.
the point of time where im at the broke-est state. ):
how i wish i can generate income like super fast.!
i need more moolahs like SERIOUSLY.!

exams are fast approaching.
i hate it, the stress level will be way up there.
& accompanied by zits, blackheads, panda eyes, fatigue etc.
& lots of sudden craving (right simhazel?!).!
to think of it, im craving for ice creams already.
PRISCA, daily scoop on friday. !!!!

i need to run. BYE

loves,
yvonne.

8th. (:

2008-10-24T00:00:00.001+08:00

game with SP was a draw, leaving me a little annoyed to be honest.

we could have won if only the penalty was shot in.

but still, i got to we did pretty well. (:

WELL DONE LADIES.

is friday tml.

i dont know whether am i to be happy or sad.

happy because is the 24th again.

& im glad this time is the happy 8th that we are counting. (:

sad, because i'll be having game over at simei ite again

this time round with NYP which i totally dread.

i cant deny they are REALLY good.

with so many potential players in the team, definitely a great challenge

for me, for us - the team. (:

i guess many will come down and watch this match.

mr teh is one of them that i heard of, from ade.

& baby is coming down too, if he havent change his mind, i think. (:

hopefully, it wouldnt be that ugly a play.

play yr best NP since we got nothing to lose in the first place.

( quoted JASMIN )

and in 9 minutes' time is friday alr. (:

i am now very happy.

REALLY.

we made it thus far and is still counting on.

i really like counting it when the months just adds on. (:

ILYBABY.

annoying when i see dr yong's name on my cellphone.

obviously, he needs/wants me t work on weekdays which i already told him

i CANNOT. sighs

okay, so i gave him the slot that i can only work on thursday

since the game next week is on wed.

yet then he returned his call and say i can work on tuesday not?

SUPERFREAKINGDAMNANNOYING.

sighs.):

& is FRIDAY the 24th already.!

i am so happy.

HAPPY THE 8TH LOVE. (:

goodnight all.

is time to tug into the awesome bed & indulge beauty sleep. (:

many many love

yvonne

2008-10-20T23:21:00.003+08:00

training must have gotta the worst of me.

im now tired with slight headache alr.

& recently, i made a new friend with headache & each time is getting worst

& i've got no cure for it alr.

sighs, seems like i am so abnormal. ):

i need a FULL body check up really soon & so B would be at ease.

elaha is killing my brain cells, like totally.

with so much to cover but barely nothing to support.

i totally am not bothered.

but the weightage of it, damn high.

& PRISCA is damn sweet, she found me references. (:

woots.

gees, tuesday tml.
i hope is not hard to endure the 9 - 6 lesson.

& come wednesday would be the first match against SP.

pretty excited and hyped.

and i hope it will turn out good. (:

but located at SIMEI ITE = major sianness.

prayers people.

goodnight, goodbye.

loves,

yvonne.

2008-10-20T00:37:00.005+08:00

a little update on kunming trip part II. (:

after lunch, we carried on the journey and everything

was looking so good.

the scenery were so captivating that. . .

we couldnt resist but came down and took pictures. (:

some pee-ed in the nature land, including myself.

& plus, i had my menses on that day itself, when those vehicles broke down on us.

remote places and out in the lost wide land.

haha, recalling it. funny like hell.

everything were going very smoothly

when this part strikes. ):

saw the muddy water.?

that's where i started walking bare footed on the ground with the ground

condition like this.

how does it feel? MAJOR GROSS.!

condition were so bad that the buses couldnt pass through & so our machos in the vechicles had to manually push the car.

& so, that was when our self proclaimed 'olympic team' came about.

i reached the place called sanchun at about 8 plus at night.

with the winning title of all girls team to reach FIRST.

& with no lecturers but OURSELVES. (:

no torch light & only one freaking phone to stay connected.

suddenly, i feel proud of myself & the awesome wonderful ladies

that walked with me. (:

goodnight & goodbye.

loves,

yvonne.

PICTURES. part I

2008-10-18T01:50:00.010+08:00

i decided to give a partial update for the long overdued pictures.
haha.
im very lazy to wait for it to upload and etc.
take ages and im not that patient recently.
& theres more to be uploaded. damn, is piling again.

clubbing with the ladies. (MOS)

KUNMING TRIP

the computer that i sent an email before boarding.

my plane mates.

ganyunhua(ganengseng) & pebble (glutton)

SHANGHAI

very cool bus that i was shocked for very long.

is a freaking bed-bus.

xiaolongbao.

we got sick of it after eating so many long(s).

half time. (:

transit at shanghai after a long day gone.

KUNMING

thats NISSA. (:

dr diarra's daughter.

she's damn cute & her hair is sososo curly. goodness.

see how packed the bus was.

hotel apartment at last. (:

& we showered in the toilet with a toilet wall that's quite visible. haha.

best room mates EVER. (:

yvonneC, hazelS, yvonneY, aliceL

okay, time for bed.

part II will be up soon, hopefully.

& it get even more exciting each picture entry.

haha.

good night & loves.

love,

yvonne

2008-10-12T23:04:00.003+08:00

school in 9 hours time.

im so happy not.

maybe a new class might be a whole new fun.

we'll wait & see.

always expect the unexpected.

if you get what i mean.

i dont like to think too much, really

it always leads me into thinking of nonsenses that i have

no intention of remembering.

& it gives me more white hair (knowledge) only. (:

makes me feel like an idiot.

trying to understand and digest why things happened

& the reason behind it.

all thanks to love, because he wasnt really at his right state of mind

earlier on & he refused to say so.!

haha.

but all in all, a good wholesome chat we had that turned

out to be a really nice night & before school starts.

& i really love it, ALOT. (:

& night always pass so fast. sighs.

is time to hit the sack already, eyelids' muscle aint functioning

that well anymore.

okay, age is catching up.

i jolly well know that.

good night & goodbye.

with love

yvonne.

2008-10-06T04:31:00.003+08:00

~~broke down. shattered. torn.~~

fixed.

it wasnt easy to actually tackle the unexpected(s).

you dont know what was coming.

& when it comes, you just stumble and fall.

as easy as that.

needless to say, i fell, straight in.

i am tired & exhuasted.

situation changed.

we are seeing things from a different point of view now.

be it good or bad.

things are gonna be fine from here, right now.

i know, one thing for sure.

is gonna get better & even better.

that stone, no more.

was it what i had in mind all along?

reflecting on life.

about everything, everyone.

i hope in everyone's eyes, im still the same old me

not a least bit have changed.

so much of an emotional turmoil.

im finally back on track, a more stable & steady one.

much love,

yvonne.

what wrong with me. ?

2008-10-05T16:20:00.000+08:00

been long, i was way busy.

with everything. but yet, i dont seem to very busy.

i dont know why i am always running out of time.

apparently busy with many things

yet i always dont know what im busy with.

sighs, i think i suck. ):

i dont know what's with me.

sometimes i think im a hindrance to many.

causing hiccups everywhere.

be it at work, in school or at home & sometimes with love too.

im just not satisfied with myself, like totally. ):

i think today happen so be the day i just dont love myself that much.

nothing had happened. everything is way good.

but i just feel this emptiness deep in me.

i got no plans for my future, yet to accomplish anything etc.

i'm not being harsh on myself for not doing good.

but more like disappointed when i fail to achieve the

expectations that i've set for yourself.

making me feel totally digusted though i never wanted to.

im always feeling sorry & regretful only when i made the silly mistakes.

sometimes too late to salvage, sometimes to late to realise.

see my point, i dont weigh the consequences like many does.

resulting in such a dampen mood, currently.

& love, if your reading this, dont be mistaken.

you have been the greatest one.

always keeping me high up making sure i do good. (:

you have been great, encouraging & motivating me.

after ranting it out, i feel so much better.

bon jovi - all about lovin' you.

a good song to make yourself feel really loved. (:

& finally love replied. (:

oh yes, today is my dearest girl's bday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST JASMINE.

i hoped ytd was awesome for you. (:

time to change and head for work.

will be good, i know.

love,

yvonne

2008-09-27T16:29:00.003+08:00

it started with a simple greeting from msn.

and now, we'r done with the 7th month together. (:

let's wait for the 8th month's arrival.

loves.

met up my ladies ytd (w/o jasmine

was way too good, back to the old school feel again.

where everything seems like those golden days.

thank you ladies for the awesome night heh.

& leibinbin, send me the pictures hor.!

i made an impromptu haircut & now im regretting it right now.

because it didnt turn out to be of much different.

just a shorter version of the same old thing.

sighs, a waste of money indeed.

oh yeah, cannot remember when but i went clubbing

with the awesome ladies too & i finally get to see

RENEE PAK.

feels good talking to her and everything was awesome.

wells, the pictures are all with hazel.

& she have yet to send me though.

haha.

wells, here i am spending my saturday doing casestudy

while B join his friends for soccer.

work later and is damn annoying, but for the sake of bucks, i have to.

sighs, the world is all about money & more money only.

wells, at least for now, the motivating thing is i'm seeing B later after work

& tml will be a good day cause im seeing hazel & joveybuddy

which i miss hanging out with ALOT. (:

loves,

yvonne.

2008-09-16T11:51:00.006+08:00

nothing feels better than home. (:

14 days wasnt easy, especially when days were so eventful.

wells, in fact, i miss home alot.

i cant believed i actualy teared when i was there when

the mishap happened.

i feel lucky im back in one piece.

thank god.

lighter note, trip was awesome still.

& i miss the BEST ladies (kim, reine, jas), reneepak,

tanjovey, my family & without fail, the awesome love. (:

please meet soon to collect the gifts.

time for attachment.

freaking 3 weeks, but will be fun cause the staffs

there are damn nice.

& ms jennifer bao, my all time fav lecturer. (:

ohyes, dr ron (my fake daddy) promised to do a visit next week.

whats not to love?!

& yes, IM BEING PAID THIS TIME ROUND.

haha.

& i was damn happy yesterday.

cause i passed all my modules and improved gpa.

YIPPEEDOO.

that makes my night and today even happer. (:

& mummy was delighted anyway.

cause we checked the results together.

will upload the pictures REALLY SOON.

bye bye

many love,

yvonne.

2008-09-01T00:25:00.003+08:00

currently in changi airport T3.

flying off in appro. half an hour. (:

back in 14 days which is on the 14 of sept.

& renee's bday will fall on 15 sept. gees.

& i suddenly miss alot of people,

& yes, baby the most. sighs.

he is freaking sleeping now at this wee hour.

so annoying. ):

so meanwhile, PEOPLE MISS ME.!

haha.

love,

yvonne.

PICTURES

2008-08-26T00:44:00.016+08:00

okay, as promised. the LONG OVERDUED pictures.
haha.

NDP.

& that sick boy that day.

huishi's 18th.

we made her go under the table to take photo w alice. haha.

Happy 6th month. (:

(F1 race track. )

as for today's day out with hazel.
i shall wait for her to upload & send me and i'll do major posting again.
haha.

till then,

bye bye. (:

LOVE,
yvonne.

2008-08-24T01:07:00.002+08:00

i was up on air on our very 6th. (:

having seen the beautiful lightings across the country

in the night, left in awe, needless to say.

& love made it all worth while.

thankyoudarlingboy. <3

now that one is off the list.

there's more to be strike off.

& to think of it, the 6th came by really fast.

there's more to look forward to now, each day.

i love you baby. (:

now that i'm left with only 1 week in sg.

i shall make full use of it.

& yes, im meeting simhazel that darling girl already.

will upload the rest of the pictures soon.

~~- NDP's photos~~

~~- huishi's bday~~

~~- the happy 6th~~

- today's event.

xoxo,

yvonne

2008-08-21T18:09:00.003+08:00

despite the little meet ups and gatherings we had.

talking to you (reneepak) always got me all hyped and happy. (:

is rare to have someone so rare to encourage you for little things

you had in mind. & talking about nonsense in the middle of nowhere.

with these damn gadgets. haha.

one thing sure, we still harbour the love for each.

more than ever. (:

i love you pretty.

& time for huishi's bday celebration.

im running late, maybe not.

cause i am suppose to go in later with the cake you see.

HAHA.

i've got only a week more before flying.

though i'll be on air, which i very much adore.

but somewhat i dread as time passes.

a pathetic 1 week isnt enough for me to spend those

quality time with my dear ones. ):

kunming, you better make it sure that it will be freakg fun.

& shucks, i guess renee's 19th at st james

would be a miss for me.

I AM FREAKING AT KUNMING STILL I THINK.

omg. ):

bye bye.

i need to rocket there alr.

xoxo

yvonne.

2008-08-19T01:16:00.005+08:00

middle of the night, all alone in the room.

notes before me, music in the background.

this peacefulness going on, i like. (:

i think i need some maggi to fill my stomach,

more coffee to keep me awake

sweets/chocolates to make me high.

& tonnes of water for my dehydrating skin.

finally, 2 out of 3 papers down.

i can finally take a breather.

it wasnt very nicely done for the papers.

but a pass can be assured, i guess.

at 9, marks the start of last paper.

i seriously CANNOT contain this freaking high excitement. (:

the highly anticipated moment for now.

love is off on wednesday.

meaning, it will be some quality time together.

so much of torturing myself with the stay ups and everything.

wednesday would be the day to redeem ALL my fun. (:

yippeedoo.

next, come the 6 weeks holiday. (:

but to break it down evenly, i am left with only 1 week to enjoy.

2 weeks at kunming, 3 weeks at SGH.

but it'll be very well make use of anyway,

i shall now (after tml's paper) come up with who i wanna meet,

where i wanna go & what i wanna do/accomplish.

i insist it will be hellloads of fun & IT WILL DEFINITELY BE. .

haha.

okay, more burning of notes, good music.

goodnight/morning.

love,

yvonne.

myself

2008-08-15T00:56:00.008+08:00

you i should really stop this bad habit of keeping

everything to myself.

though being on my guard is good , but it often piss ppl off.

especially those that love me.

giving a cant be bothered attitude to them &

not bothering how they actually felt.

i am really selfish, selfish to the max.

i ought to be ashamed of.

sighs.

it always occur to me only when certain incident too place and so,

i will then tend to keep a lookout for it.

thinking back, i was given signs about how those

precious ones felt and i never took charge of it.

ridiculously selfish of me.

love's words came down harsh & spot on.

making me think even more than usual.

the coward attitude of mine, to shun and run away from things

i dont wanna bring up. indeed useless bum.

shallow on the inside i guess. ):

i am pretty screwed to actually lead a life in such a

selfish, coward, cant be bothered, useless, shallow,

manner. sighs.

i guess is time to do come cleaning up, make some transformations in life

leading it & living it well. it wouldnt be that hard i suppose.

love will keep me company throughout, i know. (:

back to revision.

i still havent complete my oh so great CARDIAC (HEART).

is yet another good day to look forward to cause is friday, (:

xoxo,

yvonne.

2008-08-10T23:51:00.003+08:00

is monday again tml. how fast weekend went by. ):
so fast that i can barely recall what exactly happened.

friday.
Chien Ting's bday celebration over at her place.
alittle chat with my long lost GF - ke shu fen. (:
you know, after so long she went missing.
since last yr, after polites, probably in march or april.
& hearing her talk so much about stocks, shares and currenties etc.
i felt a little ashame. ):

cause i never will expect myself to be this hardworking.
travelling to town and have another session of school like thingy
fom 7 - 10. & daily mrng news update on shares and
9pm sharp to catch the U.S market.
sighs. yet another demoralising event to sulk on.
maybe i should really really really start to plan my future in detail like now.

anyway, saturday was NDP.
caught it in maybank tower. all thanks to love. (:
able to catch fireworks from so near,
(was stationed at level 32, the highest level of the tower.)
the sight, so magnificent. very breathtaking indeed.
i couldnt resist but a curve naturally surfaced.
& love stayed over. (:

sunday was homely. very lovely.
having love w me almost the whole day. i like. (:
though he was busy with his naps, movie, messages and
yes, news of soccer. which made me really bored.
but then again, having here w me is good enough. haha.
i think life have been too good recently.

& now i got this bad omen coming. ):
shucks!

exams are bombing in a week's time.
i am totally not into it. like seriously.
everytime, without fail is here to haunt me.
& recalling, that previous major exam i had was way back
& love was in the midst of dating me. HAHAHA.
i miss buffalo wings. (x

time for bed. i eyelids are getting heavy.
& the pink pill are gone.
goodnight all.

love,
yvonne.

2008-08-06T16:38:00.002+08:00

i swear i fucking hate menses.

seriously like WTF.

SIA

2008-08-06T11:00:00.005+08:00

is always the minor that ended up being major.
taste of it, suck totally.
but at the end of everything, wil be fine somehow.
thankyou B.

while waiting for hazel to do the jab.
i chanced upon SIA site. (:
a little fantasing over it since young, being on air and everything.
though remembering one friend used to say
air steward/stewardness are actually like waitors and waitresses
that happen so to be on air and more prestigous only.
haha.

to think of it, somewhat true.
but still, it havent brought me down to actually
wanna be one when i graduate, hopefully.

imagine the beautiful places you might/will leave your footprints on.
is more than what you can imagine.
this point of time, the belief is yet stronger than ever. (:
& seriously, i hope i would obtain long flight duty to the other world.
lets pray. im not dreaming, that i am very sure of.

& first thing first, diet check. ):

but one thing bad, i might suffer homesick, friend(s)sick
& lovesick especially. haha. ):

goodbye.

truckloads of love,
yvonne

take it or leave it.

2008-08-04T12:53:00.003+08:00

sick of it, totally.

sometimes, i just wonder, do they ever give a damn about us.

sighs, i seriously dont like it.

i hope weekend would be good

to make up for what happened over at home.

though is still days away, but i know it wouldnt be long.

& despite the fact that exams are drawing near.

i still couldnt contain the excitement of having to celebration

the country's bday with love. (:

and yes, monday is here yet again.

class at 4.

work at 730.

& bed at 12, hopefully.

now that the sun is finally out after 2 long hours of waiting.

time for the track.

goodbye.

love,

yvonne.

again, brought down

2008-07-30T16:51:00.013+08:00

on a lighter note, i am feeling very good at this point of time. (:

despite being that silly fool & hypersensitive.
getting paranoid over silly nonsenses & annoying things
& especially those ridiculous sights that took place econs ago.
you'r still the one i want, one thing i am very sure of. (:

tml will be better, i know. (:
is the present that matters the most.
& i jolly well got that rooted in mind.

xoxo,
yvonne

short getaway

2008-07-28T14:38:00.011+08:00

short getaway. indeed short and sweet. (:
more to come, i know there will be.

though the journey was rather funny.
but i had so much fun over little little things.
haha. :D & i know love enjoyed himself very much too.!

& JOVEY.
dont be jealous over it.
we'll get to travel together someday. (:

so much of enjoying, is monday again today.
sighs.

so many things to keep in track.
- ~~pratical test on thursday~~
- ~~payday is days' time (:~~
- ~~jab for kunming.~~
- ~~major coming up in weeks' time~~
- ~~revision for those oh-so-loved papers~~
- ~~chienting bday coming friday~~
- ~~NDP w love~~
- ~~meeting my darling girls. (:~~
- meeting JOVEY TAN buddy ~~& his love HAZEL SIM. (:~~
- get a hair cut
- trim my brows
- ~~more shopping & sleeping~~
- ~~the coming 6th. (:~~
- kunming trip in sept
- RENEE PAK baby's 19th. (:
- attachment after kunming's trip
- nzl (tentative) trip at yr end

is not so hard to handle i guess.
but getting up late for school on a monday morning is
enough to mark the week's feel. sighs. ):
what a monday to start the week. will be better tml, i guess.
& now, seriously. my hair is in a goddamn bad shape. OMG.
i think i should just shave it bald and maybe would do some good.
okay, just kidding.

& i havent upload those pictures for love & myself.
haha. i know he's gonna scream at me. gees.!

school's at 4. hazel aint working w me tonight.
love aint meeting me tonight.
i am so travelling alone almost everywhere today. ):

pictures will be up really soon.
bye bye!

much love,
yvonne.

2008-07-25T11:04:00.003+08:00

stop faking a strong front before me.
i know you aint that strong afterall.

i know you aint happy about the going,
but sometimes you just have to allow me to do what i really want to.
like you said, we'r growing, why not let me try new stuffs?!

sometimes, i wonder.
whats the point of telling you everything
when all i get was na 'up to you' in the end.
):

i am seriously wondering. . .
not really in the clear state of mind afterall.
bye bye.

love,
yvonne

2008-07-24T11:08:00.000+08:00

HAIRPEEE 5th. (:

everything was in tune.
very tuned.

many love,
yvonne.

ladies

2008-07-23T14:58:00.000+08:00

meeting the ladies (kimberly & reine) were good. (:
good whole laugh at sohruilin for her ONE AND ONLY SHOW.
random talks in the room and we had a hell loads of fun.
talking about so much under the sun, yet again.
never once boring AT ALL. (:
& ahyong's funny stuffs made us train the abs, so badly.
haha.

& JASMINE.
please cheer up, we long to see you hanging out together kay! (:

though the night was short,
but it meant the most to us. (:
thankyou ladies.

ONE LOVE.(:

foresee.

2008-07-21T02:48:00.003+08:00

that very fine day, i was asked whether
to be smashed up by or seeing someone you love
together with another was worst?

at times, i have this living fear in me that
one day i'll see you leave. ):
which i really dont wish to/for & despite how strong
or stubborn i put up front.
i am seriously, deep shit worried that what if it that comes true.
i really dont know what am i gonna do.

countless times you assured me, but how sure are you that
it wouldnt happen? i shudder to think even so i know
you hold great
hopes, needless to say me too, for it.
future is unpredictable, any slight change can happen anytime.
which is why i am always living on my toes.

i bet anyone in a r/s would think likewise for the fear they hold
somehow very likly to be similiar to mine.
and often, their mind is like a whirlwind, just like mine now.
not knowing how and what to do next.
probably after a period of time when everything is more stable and
really smooth sailing, then that might be the time
when the worries will go away which i am sincerely hoping for. (:

thankfully, you always remind me of how
crucial it is to cherish the moment.
making it a point for me to love life at then even more. (:

so love, stay close, dont go or even try to sway away.
is a long term run and you know we've got big plans for it heh.
though future is beyond reach, we will cross fingers & reach yeah.
loves.

probably sometimes, i feel bad.
not able to keep company for my dearest girls
and of course buddy. (: i know you guys will be
really nice to know what im going through & not to fear,
you guys have never left a part. still that strong in me.
i will definitely make it up for the times i wasnt around.
we will still be doing that same old thing
& the same old fun we always had.
loves.

school in 4 hours.
great. i cant wait for class to end that is.
haha. (:

love,
yvonne

2008-07-18T17:45:00.002+08:00

school has been really nice.
i dont know how i survived it, but somehow i did.
haha. rather impressed.

exams are approaching in 3 weeks' time
i did my first revision this morning. (:
suddenly thought i am damn hardworking.
haha, if only this motivation are here to stay.
& there would be this chance that i might score this time round.
lets work hard ppl.!

the weekend is here to stay like finally.
i love love love weekends cause i get to spend it w love. (:
how to not enjoy.!

ohwells, movie in awhile.
i guess the movie would be good cause the comments were.
okay, need to shower and get ready.!

bye bye.!

love,
yvonne.

2008-07-14T12:44:00.001+08:00

each time i feel uneasy over sights that i dont wanna see.
you never fail to assure me. (:
thankyouB.

jason mraz - i'm yours.
indeed, mine only.

love,
yvonne

2008-07-11T23:49:00.000+08:00

i am the very bad guy to make you mad from time to time.
taking it for granted & totally not knowing it.
you got my words, the minimal i will give.
everything's gonna be just fine.

& i am very happy because at the end of the day,
we are stil the same old love with better
understanding abt with other.
that makes it a whole lot more fun, which is why i love. (:

hell boy was not so bad, a little too draggy.
& though the seats were horrid, company beside was awesome. (:

i never had a very great interest abt movie.
now that there's some one special, is gaining more interest now.

work have to be the worst thing.
to actually cover and end most of my night(s). ):
sad to say, tml is yet another day.

rejecting dates with girlfriends and sometime love
makes me really ashame.
because i hardly have time for them. ):
i am really bad at juggling life, worst. my own's.
sighs. i need to think of resolution(s) to solve this.
is good enough to keep me busy for the time being.

till then,
good night.

with love,
yvonne.

2008-07-10T16:41:00.002+08:00

immune system under attack. ):
i suppose many are of the same situation.
speedy recovery for those who are down k.

days are good & for sure, it will get better. (:
everything is heading on well.
i am so happy lar.

to actually confess to mummy abt everything
& she seems to be happy abt it. (:
haha. which is smth i didnt expect lar.
but then again, i am very at ease. gees.
so happy. (:

i dont know what more can i ask for alr.
seriously, is the most awesome thing on earth now.
woots. im like flying alr la. haha.
okay, now that there isnt any more secret.
i guess everything will be like blank paper, that pure.

school is tedious. because of work after that.
& carrying these irritating germs on me,
made it worst than anything. thankfully.
i made it through the days. gees.

good enough, everything is in place.
VERY NICELY.

okay, everything is so good, so nice now.
i seriously am very very very happy.

one love,
yvonne.

THE GREAT ONES IN LIFE.

2008-07-04T13:05:00.002+08:00

i stay in love. (:

family
love
friends.

i shudder to think if ever one part goes missing.
stay close, dont go away.

love,
yvonne

time table

2008-07-02T17:40:00.002+08:00

amended time table suck big times.
5 hell hours break on 2 days.
ending at 6pm on 3 days & one includes FRIDAY.
what's more to add on to?!
more projects & assignments & tests?!

nvm, endure. 5 WEEKS ONLY. which is like 25 days only.
like what yolanda said 5 weeks only, with caps. O-N-L-Y.
haha.

i pray, beg, hope, dream, wish etc
THERE IS NO FREAKING MISSING CARDS AGAIN.!
wah, 2 days in a row missing cards.
which made my night there really horrid.
seeing love got so fuming mad & hearing dr's venting.
i totally freaked out.
hazel sim, why you not there.! ):

okay, time for work.
bye bye.

one love,
yvonne.

lovely mummy.

2008-06-30T16:52:00.005+08:00

my mother is seriously fcuking funny.
i cant stop laughing at her.

she suddenly say, you dont everytime stay out late
or dont come back ar, later ppl rape/molest you.

moment later she add on,
but i think nobody would wanna rape you also la.
HAHA.

how to not laugh at her silliness.
what a mother i have. (:

love you mummy.
muacks.

okay, love is even funnier.
his killer shot photo, which i very much wanna post.
but then, i think if i post it right here.
everyone will be laughing their ass off.
so being nice & concern of your reputation.
i shall save the best for myself. (:

the very 'WHAT LA' look

work later. boo boo boring.
):

xoxo,
yvonne.